Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Just curious, when you say you are interested in the rainbow, are you amazed at the brilliance of nature or are you eyeing at the pot of gold at the other end?
Just like what the japanese forture telling thing said, things aren't getting on well. And the issue about friends is also outstanding. But it also said that these are the things that you have to resolve by yourself. Yeah, may not be as bad as wat some people are going through, but I think, its a different story altogether.
Its ok, I noe there are ppl with me in this and are willing to support me. And I really feel much more bonded to the class ever since I came back from Japan and China. I realised the importance of MALE classmates and friends after being alone in China and the same in Japan. I just bring myself to making new friends so quickly.
Mei, im serious, hama08 will split. You can choose not to listen to a pesimist (or how you spell it) but I think its the truth. 天下无不散之宴席. You really need to let go of stuff. Start early and you won't find it difficult when it really happens.
But i guess its really becos there are ppl like me who are asses that cause the breakdown of stuff. I admit that I'm destructive. Or, I always am. You just have to bear with it.
Yeah, I'm trying hard to do it. By being an ass to everyone. I think its the only way people will leave a bad impression of me and forget me. I don't want to be remembered. Its the only way.
Its alrite. I'll be just fine. If you just leave me alone. Groups are too much for me. I can't possibly devote myself to so many ppl. There are bound to be friction. I'm really just satisfied with a small circle of friends.
In my own world,
9:29 PM
